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luke_lawliet ([info]luke_lawliet) wrote,
@ 2008-06-26 17:57:00

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Current mood: aggravated
Entry tags:l asgard will

Entry #C-8: "Carboxyl"
[audio recording]

Would someone, please, tell me that I'm not the only one who sees something dramatically wrong with this picture?

A certain member of our team has been simultaneously apologizing, warning against harmless or beneficial individuals, and behaving otherwise irrationally. I can only go by what I have seen and observed, and the inconsistency is such that I'm beginning to wonder if anything about his story is in fact constant.

I don't care whether or not Strix was "controlling" him. I don't even care if he would have attacked Asgard left to his own devices. I would like to emphasize what the point is. Until now, we've seen no trace of an apology, paranoia beyond reasonable post-traumatic levels, and a great deal of accusations that are completely without factual or even implicative basis. Not to mention threatening members of his own team. In my experience, this is either the mark of a personality change, sheer stupidity, or post-traumatic stress disorder. They are all common in the criminally insane. They are also common in the classic sociopath.

I've already asked for medical help to be granted him, and I believe that my responsibility for him should end there. As it is, I've been dealing with enough on my own, and certainly don't have time to defend my education, motives, and other pieces of myself that this man has deemed questionable.

If by some miracle I'm wrong, and this person is in fact not maintaining an elaborate facade to take advantage of the deeply traumatizing experience of nearly tearing two unarmed individuals to shreds, would someone tell me so? Or, better yet, get professional help for Asgard's greatest liability to himself and others at this time?


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[info]coxtastic
2008-06-26 10:16 pm UTC (link)
Yanno. They do have medicine for that.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-26 10:21 pm UTC (link)
[audio recording]

Yes. I know.

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[info]coxtastic
2008-06-26 10:24 pm UTC (link)
Maybe ya should take some. Ativan or vicodin. Either one will help with that 'they're out to get me' feeling you keep having.

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(no subject) - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-26 11:23 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]coxtastic, 2008-06-26 11:27 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 12:00 am UTC

[info]6ismynew5
2008-06-26 10:27 pm UTC (link)
(OOC: ...Post traumatic stress disorder is common in sociopaths? please edit for my OCD sake!)

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-26 11:19 pm UTC (link)
{OOC: Ah, then is Will a sociopath? If so, that explains a LOT. Of course I'll edit. ^^ }

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[info]6ismynew5
2008-06-27 12:42 am UTC (link)
(OOC: ACK! NO! asffh he's the farthest thing from a sociopath there is. I just didn't want people who don't know what PTSD is to think that it's a form of insanity! Bad english, bad. >>; )

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Private to Asgard
[info]my_private_life
2008-06-26 11:06 pm UTC (link)
Um.....

Look, I know what you're talking about, but...

He does apologize. It's...not that out of the ordinary. I mean, I've never seen him do it publicly before, but...

Sometimes people just... go through stuff and aren't exactly the same for a couple of days. It's not that weird. And he's perfectly rational right now.

And, um, I don't think I know anyone who hasn't made accusations without completely having basis for it. I mean, hell, I just did it myself a couple of days ago. And I'll probably do it again. It...happens. Nobody's perfect.

I really think you're making this into something more than it actually is. Honestly? Um, I think you might just be taking things a little personally....

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Re: Private to Asgard
[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-27 12:11 am UTC (link)
[audio recording]

Yes. Yes, thank you for your input, Henry. You're completely right.

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Re: Private to Asgard
[info]my_private_life
2008-06-27 12:43 am UTC (link)
I think.... I don't know, I think things are just really starting to hit everybody and we've all got our own stuff going on and we're all... a little more jumpy than normal.

I think a lot of people could use... I don't know, some kind of way to let off stress and tension.

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[info]pyro_madness
2008-06-26 11:26 pm UTC (link)
Er, why don't you get stuck in some bloodthirsty monster's body and see how well you do. No offense Ryuzaki, but seriously.

Look, I know I should be mad, 'cause my body was there at the time all that shit went down. And yeah, Will probably does need some help. But I'm gonna second what Henry wrote - Will explained what happened, and apologized. What the hell else do ya want, his signature in blood that he'll never make a god-honest mistake again?

This is just my opinion, but I think there's a difference between providing evidance for your concerns, and pickin' apart a guy because you're judgmental.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-27 12:07 am UTC (link)
[audio recording]

And you try getting attacked by one.

You're completely right, of course. I'm overreacting and should be far more sensitive. It's apparent and intuitive, who the real victim is here. I have clearly been unkind and shown no compassion to a fragile and disturbed man.

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(no subject) - [info]pyro_madness, 2008-06-27 01:15 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 01:45 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]pyro_madness, 2008-06-27 02:07 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 02:11 am UTC

[info]6ismynew5
2008-06-27 01:06 am UTC (link)
(OOC: Will has made a Mitch plushie in my mind, and has made a shrine to it.

Just so yanno.)

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(no subject) - [info]pyro_madness, 2008-06-27 01:17 am UTC

[info]blind_oracle
2008-06-26 11:32 pm UTC (link)
As I said to Will - I respect and admire you both deeply. As such, I will be void of personal opinion, as I had not witnessed Will's behavior on the day of the bodyswitch. It would be wrong of me to harbor any partiality at this time. I...hope you understand, Ryuzaki.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-27 12:10 am UTC (link)
[audio recording]

I think I can begin to. I'll keep trying until I have the rest.

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(no subject) - [info]blind_oracle, 2008-06-27 12:20 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 12:24 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]blind_oracle, 2008-06-27 12:43 am UTC

[info]boy_silhouette
2008-06-27 12:02 am UTC (link)
Hmmmmm....sssso many sad words. In fragments, but sssolid. I c-c-can see...where the anger ends.....and the huuurt begins. In you.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-27 12:09 am UTC (link)
[audio recording]

Please. Not...

I'm fine, Dorian. Sunshine, remember? I'm worried about Asgard. That's all.

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(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-27 12:14 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 12:17 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]boy_silhouette, 2008-06-27 01:08 am UTC

[info]franksunderland
2008-06-27 12:07 am UTC (link)
[Private to L]I just don't know what to say, Luke. Because I was there, and even though Metatron says he couldn't have hurt us... he was trying to and we both know it. And then it didn't go away like I thought it would. Will's my friend, and I hate to think he's not the person I thought he was. But I know when something is wrong, and something is wrong here.

But I don't agree with Dr. Cox. Well, not about this anyway.

I'm not making this private because I'm a coward. I just... need to say what I need to say, without worrying who else will see it. I can't help thinking Will's a good person at heart, and this will go away, somehow. But I can't blame you for wanting to ... be careful in the meantime.[/Private]

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Private to Frank
[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-27 12:16 am UTC (link)
[audio recording]

I'm... not afraid.

I... can not articulate adequately how relieved I am that you remember what that was like. Suffice it to say that I'm relieved...

Maybe I need to find an open field somewhere, and just scream, and scream, and scream. That might help.


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Re: Private to Frank - [info]franksunderland, 2008-06-27 12:21 am UTC
Re: Private to Frank - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 12:25 am UTC
Re: Private to Frank - [info]franksunderland, 2008-06-27 12:30 am UTC
Re: Private to Frank - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 12:32 am UTC

[info]cross_of_light
2008-06-27 02:53 am UTC (link)
I may not be very wise about...psychology, but...

I understand that this kind of treatment of an individual usually leads to more pain, more suffering, and more agony on both sides?

May I ask if there's been something other than this event going on between you and Mr. Graham currently...? You do not have to answer if it is rude of me to ask, but I feel the need to inquire.

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[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-27 04:23 pm UTC (link)
[audio recording]

Nope, nothing at all. We are hunky-dory, A-OK, and absolutely stellar.

It's important that we understand that he is lashing out due to trauma and not because he is naturally a bad person. That's all I was trying to say.

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[info]holylance
2008-06-27 04:01 pm UTC (link)
It's simply astounding how impartial your opinion is on this matter, Ryuzaki.

While I agree that his behavior after the attack was inexcusable, this post seems very catty.

Not to mention the fact that you didn't even have the decency to hide this from Niflheim. "You are way conducive to teamwork!"

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Re: Filtered to Asgard
[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-27 04:20 pm UTC (link)
[audio recording]

I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.

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Re: Filtered to Asgard - [info]holylance, 2008-06-27 04:34 pm UTC
Re: Filtered to Asgard - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 04:52 pm UTC
Re: Filtered to Asgard - [info]holylance, 2008-06-27 06:12 pm UTC
Re: Filtered to Asgard - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-27 06:25 pm UTC

[info]strix
2008-06-28 10:40 pm UTC (link)
Um, excuse me. Controlling Will? Are you crazy? That man abused my body. I have never done anything to any over you, never lifted a finger to harm a single hair on any of your heads, and I get blamed for this? I've never even talked to any of you before! I do not appreciate that.

Will is a monster of his own making. I had nothing to do with whatever the hell happened over there.

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[info]strix
2008-06-28 10:57 pm UTC (link)
((ooc: That's supposed to read "I have never done anything to any of you." Woops.))

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Private to Strix
[info]luke_lawliet
2008-06-29 12:52 am UTC (link)
[audio recording]

Yes. I agree with you. Completely.

It's Will. ALL Will. That's what I've been trying to convince people of, but they won't be swayed. Seems he can do no ill, and this is all MY fault, now.

Trust me, I'd never wrongly accuse anyone on purpose. I'm well aware by now of how that feels.

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Re: Private to Strix - [info]strix, 2008-06-29 04:16 am UTC
Re: Private to Strix - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-29 04:23 pm UTC
Re: Private to Strix - [info]strix, 2008-06-29 06:41 pm UTC
Re: Private to Strix - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-29 07:11 pm UTC
Re: Private to Strix - [info]strix, 2008-06-29 10:03 pm UTC
Re: Private to Strix - [info]luke_lawliet, 2008-06-29 10:36 pm UTC
Re: Private to Strix - [info]strix, 2008-06-30 12:36 am UTC


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