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| Entry tags: | l blythe dorian kain light will kittens |
Entry #C-6: "Candles"
[audio recording]
So much has happened lately that my head is practically spinning. I'm dizzy, for true.
2. The time I spent with Dorian might be the most complete conversation I have ever had with an individual. I told him things I've never told anyone, and somehow... somehow it wasn't as bad as I would have thought it to be. I learned about him, as well... and we do understand each other. I like to understand people...
3. Light is in trouble. He's decided to end his own life, and for some reason, I am compelled to at least try to save him. I am going to attempt to leave him with Dante from Niflheim, and fight tooth and claw myself should there be some kind of trap.
5. Light's kittens. He has two, "Touta" and *groan* "Luke." They behave a great deal like their namesakes. I just KNOW that I'm going to get stuck caring for them while the man who has caused me so much grief recovers.
7. BLYTHE. She wants to meet me, in her room, tomorrow. I am... conflicted. If Kain was telling the truth about telling her the truth, this could be devastatingly awkward. It could also be my big chance. The more I think about her, the more I love her, so I should act... but the prospect of being rejected is so real and so terrifying that I might need a bit of time before I can truly come clean. I don't want her to think me a fool, even if that's what I am one hundred times over.
11. The Will affair. I am so furious with him that I start to shake every time I think about his attack on Asgard. I was informed (later, of course) that no lasting damage can occur within its walls, but knowing that Will is capable of such actions appalls me. Knowing this, I have to be careful when it comes to my feelings for Blythe. Of everyone in Asgard, I'm one of the higher-profile targets, and quite a few people don't like me. Hate combined with competence is dangerous, and the last thing I want is for Blythe to come to harm through me. I believe that I could survive being rejected, even, if I knew that she'd be safe.